Dear future hubster

Dear future hubster, my mokka makes coffee for two. Which comes very handy in this current life of living with people, and makes me the unrivaled coffee queen of any food-related event I host (and frankly, all events I host are food-related). But sometimes I picture mornings when I wake up in a life and flat of only you and me and the baby goat on the balcony, and then I get anxious about my mokka. Waste of coffee is not something I can accept.  So if you are not a coffee drinker (I heard those creatures exist), please make a point by walking into my life with a mokka for one.

Dear future hubster, the self-conscious part of me sometimes spins out of control and makes me wonder for days: He said "Since you're the most senior around". Did he just call me old???

Dear future hubster, sometimes I notice I fall back into the same pattern: I'm looking out for kitchen stuff (currently tiny bowls for soy sauce and slightly bigger ones for snacks and apéro), I am thinking of redecorating my living space, I fix the loose hems and sew pression buttons on all my shirts as boob situation so requires, I actually consider buying larger items for when I grow up I have my own place. The romantic midle-class lingo calls it nesting; in reality, I'm just trying to make a home. And it is a rather scary feeling. To the point that it is often accompanied, and sometimes replaced by the urge to run away.

Dear future hubster, please don't be surprised when you see me inspecting your book collection basically the first time you let me in your apartment. It will help me pick up hints about secret hidden corners of your personality, but more importantly, that way I could know whether you already own two of the most important books about (human) relationships. It would be a huge relief if you did, because I usually hand them out upon breakups, and I have no intention quitting you.

Dear future hubster, I hope you have a wicked sense of humour. Because I like to think I'm funny, and I will require your confirmation on that. In other words: I will enjoy making you laugh.