Dear future hubster,
my supermarket rose, one which I became - was made? - responsible for against my own will and despite what I thought were very clear statements regarding how I don't want flowers, well, that rose is now entering its second year and decided to teach me a very unsurprising, annoyingly didactic, and yet somehow profound lesson.
It decided to reward the two repotting, the watering, the coffee grains, the crushed eggshells, the sticky things that are supposed to catch bugs, and the motivational talks with not one, but three new buds (and counting).
I know that this is what roses are supposed to do. What I also know is that the repotting was reluctant, the watering sometimes rhapsodic, the coffee and the eggshells a bit of a desperate move to counter the not always exactly heartfelt motivational talks. In short, I know that I wasn't always fully committed to raising this rose, and that it would have been understandable if it didn't thrive. I would have deserved it. And then I also know that thriving is not alwaus a given, that sometimes roses don't make it to next spring, that sometimes all the committed and heartfelt caring and nourishing is still not enough.
And yet here we are. The rose I'm responsible for is maybe telling me that there is forgiveness, that the important thing is that I did come around. Maybe it's telling me that whether my caring and nourishing will be enough is beside the point. To do it anyway. At least that's what I choose to hear.